Plugging through without emotion

For now. I'm going over everything in my mind from the past week and it feels like I should be having some type of breakdown. I literally have not had time to blog.

The list:

22 hours put in this week so far. IT'S MONDAY NIGHT.

I found out my godmother has cancer.

I sprained my right ring finger and messed up my right shoulder from slipping on ice and so I can't bowl this week, and am not sure about upcoming weeks.

I had to miss hockey yesterday because of work.

My grandma died.

I have to miss hockey tomorrow because of work.
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And yet I sit here, seemingly okay. Has it just not hit me?!?!

First pessimistic blog in a while. Hope it doesn't become a trend. At least I have a lot of books waiting to be read... and a 2+ week trip in April... and I still feel invincible for not catching the yearly winter bug yet...

Hmm very confused, gonna numb my mind with some 24 now.