A bit calmer...

Stupid cold + body aches from weekend kept me home today, and it was a well needed rest after a four day weekend, ha. However, I had time to think about my situation, moving and having worked a bit over a year now. Sometimes I know I need to remind myself that the things I think that are bad in my life are nothing compared to what so many others face on a daily basis. Just reflecting like that sometimes puts my mind back in it's rightful place, taking into consideration all of the positives that so many others that are less fortunate can't ever come close to touching. Yet at times I want more. I sometimes catch myself trying to do things the easy way to get there, and when I'm conscious enough to find myself trying to get there like this, well, I'm not happy with myself and I try to make changes to improve. *sigh*. One of these days I'll find what I'm looking for.