F*ck it

I've gotten to what I would call rock bottom, financially. So, I'm dropping everything I can.

Car, likely gone. Along with the insurance. I hope I can get rid of it. Then I get a beater, and will drive it to work everyday to show everyone how well I'm doing.

Cable, gone.

Drinking, gone until August 24th for camping. That's 3 weekends inbetween. For me, that's a lot. It won't be easy. I hope I don't get irritable.

During my "24" of no drinking, I will either rollerblade, play hockey, play softball, or work out every day. That shouldn't be too hard.

Fast food, mostly gone -- I will allow 2 lunches out to eat with work people weekly, and nothing else.

Besides the 3 cans in my fridge, no more Red Bull during my "24" streak, just green tea.

Air conditioning, off. That bill adds up!

I may have to eat like semi-crap. Is SPAM any good? Where is the ramen aisle?

That 1% I'm still putting into my 401k? Ha, that's gonna stop. I need those pennies. Sad.

Is there anything I can sell?

Can I break my lease somehow and move in somewhere cheaper?

I am so sick of thinking about money.

If giving up a good portion of the things that make me happy can't change this f-ing situation, well, I don't know what I'll do then.

This is gonna suck.