Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Fatigued in a good way

Still sore from hockey Sunday, tired from busy days at work, a bit overwhelmed in planning my daily schedules for the next month... this weekend I plan on ice fishing with work Friday night and coming back Saturday, Saturday night I plan on seeing The Alarmists, Sunday is the Super Bowl and hockey. Mondays have turned into my lazy day, 24 on Fox, nothing else, Tuesdays-Thursdays are all either pond hockey or lifting, weekend after next is Wine Party Part Trois in St. Cloud and hockey Sunday, weekend after that is rollerblading at the dome with hockey Sunday, and after that it's something brand new--traveling for work to Florida (!). For me, the trip is a chance to do a few things, one, to see how I function in such a situation, and two, to see if I actually like it. I really think I will, but hey, I won't know until I actually do it. I thought I might have time to see my friend Tails in Florida, but wow, it seems that an entire week of activities is already planned out... we'll see what happens.

What the hell, it's only 9 pm and I'm freakin' tired...

Saturday, January 27, 2007

As I promised myself

Some changes start now. I saw again last night why I've decided to do this... I found it extremely hard to want to do anything with anyone else because of what they were doing, I didn't want to drive back to my hometown and end up in some bar I hate because it's filled with a bunch of suburban parents, some of which I know because I played hockey with their sons, and the kids that I grew up in school with but never moved out of their hometown. Yuck, I try to reserve one of those nights to once a year at Thanksgiving. Anyone else I would want to see required driving anywhere from one to four hours, and I'm not really prepared to do that every weekend. I need something I want to do that I can do any given weekend -- someone I can call up and has the same idea of a good time as me. Damn it, I'm sick of it, and I'm doing something about it. I was so bored last night that I actually called the bartending school knowing they would probably be closed, so I'm calling today as I had planned to do. I'm also doing something else today that I've never done and I never imagined I'd do, but desperate times sometimes call for desperate measures. It might be a bit sad which is why I won't spell out what that is on here, but ask me and I might blab... even then, well, maybe.

With a bartending job, my number one priority is finding something I like to do where I can meet new people that will likely have the same interests as me, because right now I'm not finding it. I've decided I'm NOT about to start going out by myself, it's just not me. Number two priority is to make a bit of extra money, but new company would be fine for now.

Speaking of extra money, %$#!ing government has banned online poker, and recent arrests have forced people like myself to few options for money transfer... in black and white, I have to physically send a check to put money onto a poker site, and to get money off, the same. Previously if I wanted money online, I'd literally make a few mouse clicks and I was good to go. To get money off, I made a few mouse clicks and went to the nearest ATM, and that was it. Now, is it even worth the hassle? For me, probably, as the past four years combined I've made about what I made in my first year of real work, nothing to shake a stick at. But what about the crap competition? Are they going to go through this snail mail crap to get their fifty bucks online and put up with a 2 or 3 week wait period? I don't like the chances of that. I hope something changes the mind of the power hungry politicians that put people in this position, who are they to say what people want to do with their money? This is not a completely free country, that's for %$@king sure. End rant.

Now it's off to do that thing... I really don't know what to expect. The worst that can happen? I spend a few bucks and I end up disappointed. So what the hell, here goes...

Thursday, January 25, 2007

Really wondering, but for now...

Really wondering what I really want to do for the long term... there are certain things I'll put up with over that long of a period, certain things I think I could put up with for a number of years, and certain things I could put up with for only a number of months. However, at this point, I realize I need to pay some dues and stick out whatever is handed to me, and that's exactly what I'll do.

Okay, I may have ripped down the latest Rocky flick, but one of his speeches is actually ringing through my mind at this point, it's the one where he talks to his son. I won't ruin it for those who haven't seen it, but I'm going to ____________...

In the meantime, lots of hockey. I'm sore from the past two nights :)

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Yes!

The hockey rink just down the street finally has its lights on at night! I'll be there every night this week ridding my body of birthday toxins. Sweet.

Decision

I'm not going into detail about Saturday. I know some people don't want stuff repeated, and if you haven't heard about events that occured, you will or can find out if you really want to. It was an awesome time, but man I'm actually a little glad it's over. For a while at least...

Monday, January 22, 2007

Still recovering

Wowwwwwwwwww. Ridculous doesn't begin to describe Saturday night, I'm still feeling the effects of it. I'll go more into detail... once I get all the details! I'm still hearing new stories.

A special thanks to M for the birthday lunch, it sure helped to get through this day and it's always a fun time when two cats chat :)

Thursday, January 18, 2007

This is going to be a ridiculous Saturday

I hope I make it through the whole thing... hangout/chill/grill/whatever from noon to 8 in my party room, 8-11 Party Excursion drives us around, 11-? VIP at The Annex. With this many people including different groups of friends, there will likely be drama, so I'm setting a mindset to ignore it all and enjoy this last hurrah before I make some changes.

These changes include getting really serious about poker, keeping in better hockey shape, and going to bartending school. I'm hoping to see visible effects of these changes in 6-12 months...

Monday, January 15, 2007

I forgot how much I love hockey

I don't know what else to say. I'm already looking forward to next week's game. It was the highlight of my rather low-key weekend, no going out or anything, I must be saving myself for this weekend...

Monday, January 08, 2007

Frickin' sore

I did a lot of stuff this weekend, and I'm frickin' sore. But it's a good sore...

Friday: Got home, quick workout, then to buddy's for pre-bar before Wild Onion in St. Paul for a friend's b-day. I had a lot of wheat beer, which I would pay for on Saturday... At the Onion were about 20 people I knew which was cool, and a few new faces that were friends of friends. Got to hit the dance floor for a few songs and met some new people which I will almost always have a good time doing... a very good night...

... and a horrible (feeling) day on Saturday as I forgot to take my anti-hangover vitamins. I played some poker while I recovered and eventually made plans to go back to WB to hang out. Went to a buddy's house then met up with a friend I haven't seen in a long time. We caught up and made fun of each other for awhile, then I called it a night at 5 am, time flies when you're having a good time.

Sunday I cleaned, made banana bread, and watched all of Season 3 of The Office, one of the funniest shows I've ever seen. Finally, I got to play hockey. I'm in a league with a bunch of older dudes from WB that plays Sunday nights for the next four months. I knew I would be out of hockey shape, but HOLY SHIT, I thought I was going to die. Someone in the locker room asked me if I was alright because I must have looked like death. Today I'm sore as hell but it really feels good, it's a feeling I have missed for some time, after-first-hockey-session-of-the-season-sore. We won, and next week I'll do much better.

Thursday, January 04, 2007

Holy crap this is me

http://www.channel3000.com/entertainment/10548464/detail.html

They even got my college right. Time to get that bar job...

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

Bored and PO'd

Either way, one because of the other. I've stared at the screen for awhile now trying to think of something good to say, but I can't right now. Things have been pretty boring and sucky lately, and I'd rather not go into details... I'll blog again when I have something good to say. Hopefully it will be within a week.